Bizarre retrospective
Sep. 24th, 2011 10:23 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
calculus_of_destructionsI found some things I wrote about my gender identity & wondering if I should transition long before I started this blog.
Y'know a funny thing? I had actually come to a similar conclusion back then that I've re-achieved now: that I kinda like having a cock, that I consider myself more genderqueer than man or woman, etc. The biggest difference is that I thought I had to stick to an androtypical physique & hormonal balance. I also thought I would never be able to not look like a man. Wrong on both of those counts, it turns out.
Y'know a funny thing? I had actually come to a similar conclusion back then that I've re-achieved now: that I kinda like having a cock, that I consider myself more genderqueer than man or woman, etc. The biggest difference is that I thought I had to stick to an androtypical physique & hormonal balance. I also thought I would never be able to not look like a man. Wrong on both of those counts, it turns out.