Even more sex stuff

Going to cut again so that people who don't want to hear this don't have to see it.
( embarrassed mumbling follows )

Finally, I'm still dealing with my own issues with my appearance. A lot of days, I still hate the way I look but I'm getting better at at least saying that "I feel like a look ugly" rather than "I am ugly". Heh...I can't even write a complement paid to me by someone recently. It just feels really wrong. Ah well, it'll just take time.